6 posts from May 2008

I just feel so lost and depressed. I have so much confusion on my mind. Jesus take it all away! I need you!

sad

So I thought today would have been a good day to just not do anything. Bad idea. All I can do is think about what everyone else is doing. I'm not enjoying my alone time. I have the worst headache and I just can't focus on anything. I feel almost depressive. I'm probably going to go to sleep soon since I can't deal with being awake much longer.
I'm in a bad mood... And no one is there to listen or help. . .

alone

You know, I've been thinking... what good am I doing myself if I keep struggling to look for a boyfriend. I'm looking to much into it and I'm not acting the way I should be. Jesus is the only love that I need in my life and I should have known better than to go looking in all the wrong places. When I am ready to be with the one Jesus has destined me to be with then I will find him. I am no longer going to seek refuge in a relationship that is not the true one. I guess today isn't so bad after all. He really helped me today, and I am learning to listen to Him more and more each day!
Blessings!

looking up

I'm sitting in school being extremely bored. I wish I could have stayed home today. Its another rainy day, I just want to lay around and watch movies. I sometimes wish I had a boyfriend to do that with. There's this guy from school who I could easily date but I don't want to ruin our really close friendship. But maybe I should just go for it anyway.
? Ughhh... I need someone elses input on this situation!

Bored

It's really rainy outside and its yucky. Rain makes me sleepy. I can't sit in school. I just want to go home, sleep in my beautiful bed, and lay with my kitty. And I just want to crawl away from this place. I think I should see I therapist, but I wouldn't want to talk to anybody. I wish it was the summer.

today sucks

Hey, my name is Kayla. I am 17 and almost a senior in high school. I'm a musican and I love Jesus. I want to go to college to study law, criminal psychology, elementary education, or music. Yeah, its gunna be interesting to figure out what to do. This summer I am working as a music assistant teaching children at a christian camp. I am single and looking for my perfect man. If anyone would like to know more, just let me know!

Me